I am an abductee

Voices like gurgles down one’s throat, I hear every night; As shadows in disguise. Thoughts shatter into pieces, and fear comes as reptoid eyes; Above my bed, I scream inside, But lips don’t move. A childhood memory, that hunts my life, repressed in void, it comes up now, in reverie. The flesh was cut with sharpened knife, while frozen mind was still alive. The claws of terror scraped the skin. A truth unspoken; carved a hole: Emotions surface. The body’s broken, and heart as well, But not my soul!